Wednesday, July 20, 2011

btw

we're headed to hershey park tomorrow! last week we were in ocean city, new jersey. 20 salivations and 3 baptisms to sum up the week. Happiness or satisfaction consists only in the enjoyment of those objects which are by nature suited to our several particular appetites, passions, and affections. These, my dear friends, are not my words, but they speak it. They speak the feelings and emotions that coincide with the inner of one.

I'm going to pack now. I'm going to fill my suitcase with love, and hope that tomorrow will not result in heat strokes. Or Friday :)

bye

glass of coffee and a conversation

It's like when everyone gets invited to a party on Saturday and you never got the invitation, so you sit at home hoping that at least someone will remember to call you.


But they don't, and you don't understand why and all you can do is check your phone every few minutes. Then a few seconds, then your promise yourself you'll stop looking but stop doesn't come. You think reading a book will help pass time, or sleeping, or maybe cleaning your clothes. But when all of those things are done, what's left?

gladly leave my pride

I need to tell you about my life.


But then again I don't take commands, maybe next time when I'm lucky enough to get a computer.

Friday, June 17, 2011

1/9 done

I don't know the percent of that, but training week of camp is over. If anything, I'm not fully prepared but I am fully willing to be bent for the kid's that I will work with. I'm nervous, but I have to remember that these kids are looking up to me.

It's going to be tight.
I'm reading two books. These should provide though provoking topics to blog about.

But for now I will blog about my new friends. FROM AROUND THE WORLD ( I said that in a New Zealand accent). So cool


cul8er4noa

Monday, June 13, 2011

this is so uneccessary

Today, after a long day without coffee, and the biggest migraine ( I say that every time), I went to a store with people from camp. This store was interesting, because everything was in Spanish but we were in America. Where they speak English. However, we are located right outside DC, and it is probably common for such a diverse group of people.

Also, I laughed a lot. It was nice and fluffy.

Sometimes when you pray for things, God just answers your prayers for you.

"If my people, who are called by My Name, will humble themselves and pray and seek My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land." 2 Chronicles 7:14

Sunday, June 12, 2011

it's the camp of the ultimate weapon...

Hiya, posting from Silver Spring, MD here. I arrived yesterday and I was nervous.

Overwhelemed and kindof changed my mind, but when my mom left I knew I had to make the best of it. And it's been about a day and some hours, and everything is okay. It's going to be okay. Teenagers will be my best friend by the end of the summer


I can't wait.

I live in a family from the church's home, and they have internet and a nice comfy bed and there are two people here from school that I know. Basically, God set this up just right for me. I love it. And I'm close to home, so I know how it feels when I'm at school and people live two hours away. :)



bye, for now.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

living rightly

(October 2009)


Number 1 - I've been running for just about three months. I've lost 12ish pounds, and that's with about two weeks of break (thank you finals and foot injury), and the total amount of weight loss is shy of 30 pounds. When I say that it feels like I'm robbing people of some false hope - like the weight just melts away, when in reality I feel just the same as I did a year and some months ago.

I needed to end this, I went on a hunt and I compared pictures.
(April/May 2011)
You probably can't notice it, but I can. It feels good, but I'm only far from done.

It's kindof like that saying about still running in the forest or something crazy like that.

Number 2 - The reality that this is the last summer I hold until I am done with my undergrad it scary. I'm looking at grad schools all over the nation, I'm not afraid to go anywhere, but the more I think about it the more I am. I would love to study in New England, or the West Coast, and it would be so much fun, but how would I feel okay? I wouldn't have any friends or family around me, and I would not know what to do with myself. But - life is full of opportunities and there is a world out there that is yet to be discovered. What will I do to make money? Where will I study? What will I study? How will I pay for it?! so.many.questions, and so much time to answer them. Sometimes, it's just that effort to go forth and make it happen.

The Idea of Waiting For Something Makes it More Exciting

I'm making it happen.