I wish I had an answer to that because I'm tired of answering that question.

I asked God. I said, God - is it a Yes? Is it a No? Is it a Wait?!!?
I did not get a response. I prayed that over a week ago. And I continued to pray it.


I was driving myself nuts, and today God firmly said no. It stinks because its clearly not what I want, but I am not going to do what I've done in the past. I cannot wrestle God because He always wins. It's fighting an uphill battle, so what I have to do is find joy in this. Joy in that God is the one making the shots, that He is the one that has my best intentions because He has a bigger picture. This time I really am going to be okay with this, because God knows best.

"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. " - God Himself.

CLAIMING my promises.