when will I learn

When will I learn to go to bed earlier.
To do my homework sooner.
To eat more vegtables
To write more 'thank you' notes.
To not put my hope in people.
To take my earrings out before I fall asleep.
To commit everything to prayer.

Everything comes in full circle and while I've learned it's like sometimes I haven't.

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My good friend just came home from a 10-day missions trip from Rwanda. She explained that because she has seen she is now responsible. She talked about the genocide that happened there 20 summmmin years ago. I didn't know such a talk could break my heart yet heal it at the same time.

My heart breaks for those lost people of the world yet it gives my heart hope that there is something that I am fighting for.
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I need to stop biting my nails tho.